think I had enough of crying. I cried to almost all

I think I had enough of crying. I cried to almost all of my exes because they were the one who left me and I had it all. All the pain in the world, that is why I can't just simply give it back because I want you to feel it. I want you to feel my pain too, how it felt to be left behind, how it felt when you think you were never enough for the peole you loved, you could have let me but you didn't because you chose to break me. I am sorry I couldn't give it back. I forgave you but let me do this for you to remember how you broke me. 😊