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farah12 (41)in #humble • 6 years ago
It’s interesting that I read it the opposite way “if you’ve never cried lying in your bed... then I’m sorry”.
I did cry like that, quite a few times. Most of the time freely but sometimes having to be silent because my daughter was sleeping nearby. It was hard. It felt like hell. It…
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farah12 (41)in #esteem • 6 years ago
Much lose
"I pull you close, so much to lose Knowing that nothing lasts forever I didn't care, before you were here I danced in laughter with the everafter But all things change, let…
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farah12 (41)in #humble • 6 years ago
Kendra the fact that I can tell you when I feel like this and you dont try to fix it, or get tired of it,
Kendra the fact that I can tell you when I feel like this and you dont try to fix it, or get tired of it, or tell me its going to be ok, or avoid/act uncomfortable around me…
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farah12 (41)in #reality • 6 years ago
THANK YOU
ps how are there still people who think "i got smacked and i was fine" is relevant here 😂😂 It is as simple as this: You can't react to your kid's undesirable behaviour with…
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farah12 (41)in #reality • 6 years ago
easier said than done, WE live in a world of fake
easier said than done, WE live in a world of fake rainbows and fake sunshine, the soceity as a whole that we live in provides enough distraction for us to realize the fact that…
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farah12 (41)in #reality • 6 years ago
For me the hardest part is once someone decides who you are, you are stuck in that position
.So anything that you do that doesn’t align with that persona, seems strange and out of character. Sometimes it’s best to keep part of us hidden because that’s that part of us…
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farah12 (41)in #reality • 6 years ago
Reminds me of the movie "Me before you"
Reminds me of the movie "Me before you" Clark's lines "I told him I loved him” “And he just said it wasn’t enough.” “How am I supposed to live with that?" Wil's lines: "You still…
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farah12 (41)in #life • 6 years ago
There is no so-called ideal or perfect life.
There is no so-called ideal or perfect life. There are only a few crumbs and fragments that we live through. We come to this life and nothing remains with us. Everything falls…
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farah12 (41)in #esteem • 6 years ago
We need to get used to depend on ourselves, help
We need to get used to depend on ourselves, help ourselves, make ourselves happy, and heal ourselves ...etc. .. because no one will. May be we care about people around us but…
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farah12 (41)in #life • 6 years ago
How you changed totally ? Your way of thinking
How you changed totally ? Your way of thinking , your smile , your trust in others ,in another way you become afriad from any person enter your life .. You become afriad to turst…
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farah12 (41)in #love • 6 years ago
She beats your love
She defeats you She burned your heart She killed your soul She thanks for you about her power now And forget what she was in the past She forget that you help her till she…
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farah12 (41)in #funny • 6 years ago
Funny how what's supposed to be the most beautiful feeling
Funny how what's supposed to be the most beautiful feeling in life, turns out to make us a complete cynic when it goes wrong. The amount of energy it takes to gain back the same…
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farah12 (41)in #life • 7 years ago
Ummm this is an oversimplified solution to a complexity. Overthinking is not a conscious
Ummm this is an oversimplified solution to a complexity. Overthinking is not a conscious choice. It is sub-conscious snowballing of repressed emotions/ residual stresses/…
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farah12 (41)in #life • 7 years ago
As i aged, i was never the same person before..that i always see people flaws and never think of
As i aged, i was never the same person before..that i always see people flaws and never think of "whys".Instead i shifted to think the positivity behind every reason,to lessen…
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farah12 (41)in #life • 7 years ago
This is the moment when I want to be left alone. I don't want anyone telling me that they understand; understand
This is the moment when I want to be left alone. I don't want anyone telling me that they understand; understand what? This is a moment when I just want to talk to a kind…
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farah12 (41)in #esteem • 7 years ago
I grew up with three brothers who were all older than me.
When I was very young and would start crying for whatever reason, they would say, "Don't be such a baby. Toughen up." So it got into my head that crying and showing emotion is…
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farah12 (41)in #sadness • 7 years ago
Sadness ends in a day,sometimes it takes little
longer. Sometimes much longer. It's okay not to be okay,it is normal to be needy and lonely. But the only person that lift you up is that face you see in the mirror every…
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farah12 (41)in #life • 7 years ago
their children suffer a lot. a lot of kids who're in the
it makes me both sad and angry that a lot of people here are really quick to defend parents who reject their kids talking about "unconditional love" and how you should take shit…
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farah12 (41)in #life • 7 years ago
Forgive yourself for crying, for feeling down, sad, drained. Let yourself heal. Take baby steps.
Forgive yourself for crying, for feeling down, sad, drained. Let yourself heal. Take baby steps. Recovering needs time. Life is an unending battle. Do you and accept yourself for…
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farah12 (41)in #esteem • 7 years ago
OrFindPeaceWithIt
Breathe in and out. Just give it some time. It won't be easy, nothing is easy but, you can. We can. All you just need is to take a step and everything will follow. Every pain has…
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