I feel you - hope you are well.
God will never give you something that you can't overcome so although now, you may not see the light at the end of the tunnel, one day, you will see the way...
We sometimes underestimate our strength, so when you are about to give up, remember this quote:
"God gives his hardest battle to his strongest soldiers & you are one of them!"
Thank you. I feel a whole lot better today :-) x