Sorry to hear you're going through some rough times bud.. I wish I could offer some tangible help other than just words. But.. If there's nothing you can really do, or any further information you can provide to the government.. I guess you did all you can right? You should at least have a sense of umm.. Pride perhaps is the word, knowing that you at least tried.. Many people never try. But regardless of the outcome, at least you put your spirit into it and gave it a go!
Bummer if it doesn't work out, I hope it does.. But my heart goes out to you man. And I hope you can find a place you feel at home like you do there some day!
All the best to you, and a beautiful painting as usual. <3
Thanks bro @apolymask . Obviously the story is more complex than this short sum up...it's a long process. I did what I could and if it wasn't enough, oh well, I'll start somewhere else in my late 30 ies, it's not the end of the world. Thanks so much for your kind words. I feel your support and it means a lot. I been through harder and more "threatening" situations, but more like life or death scenarios, not like my vision of where I wanna live is in danger because of bureaucracy. Anyways, what will be will be. Thank you brother!
You're very welcome. I dunno why but I feel like you're a good soul in a way that is unusual. Like.. I don't often see someones posts online and think.. "That seems like a good guy! I hope good things happen to that one."
Maybe I'm wrong, but you definitely give off a vibe of a good person, so I would like to see good happen to you. Even though I don't really know you at all.. I just have a feeling that.. You're one of the good ones, lol. I feel like I've repeated that 3 times now and it's getting redundant.. But.. I don't say things like this very often, so it's worth repeating and emphasizing.
Glad to hear you are looking at all this in a bright light and aren't too beat down over it! I have a feeling where ever you end up finding yourself, that you will be a positive influence on those around you.. And.. Haha. As stupid or weird as this may sound, when you said you needed an angel.. Maybe you should look in the mirror. I get an angelic feeling from you. I wish you well on your journey, and all the best to you!
Thank you so much for saying all this @apolymask. I do not take it for granted, I cherish your view of me very much. I changed my vision of "what can I get from life" to "how can I help this Earth" few years ago. And that was THE turning point in my life. Yesterday I felt low, but even then, later in the evening, I was able to switch around my energy to gratitude and trust. Deep inside I KNOW that Universe helps us all and just wants the best for us, which is not always what our mind thinks is the best. What I may perceive as "bad" thing is just my lack of higher perspective. Wherever I'll end up is where I'm supposed to be to serve the Whole better, rather than fulfill my selfish dreams. Me and my spiritual brother @lichtblick (who I met here and since then in person in Prague last winter), we are building our vision how to impact world positively through my art and message. All will be well. Challenges are absolutely necessary to test one's Trust and level of commitment. Thanks again and much love to you.
You're welcome man. I generally agree with what you said and that kind of attitude, however.. I do think sometimes bad things happen, and no amount of perspective will help. BUT.. In your case and in many cases in life, things that seem bad at first, can end up being good things even.. And.. You still have your life and your health and a good spirit.. I think you'll do great whatever happens in this case! Cheers friend. Thanks for the nice sentiments and words. :)