This is truly one of the most rawest and truest posts I've read on here. Monday mornings bring about such similar thoughts and emotions in my brain, and heart. I especially loved this line: 'I'm stuck. I keep moving. I keep trying to swim and I am not making progress.' It resonates with me. I would further explain, but you have done so perfectly in: 'I swear just about every day is the same and I kind of wake up this way and just wonder why I bother.' Well done, and thank you so much for sharing this with us all! I hope things get better for you!
PS: I invite you to check out my page, and also, to click the link in my bio, if you have the time and are interested, as I have recently released a poetry book. :)
Why thank you. Truthfully, I can't do much more than to keep things raw and real. Hiding anything takes too much time and while I know it will get better (it always does for a while at least) it is almost more than I can bare on some days. This is the growth process though. Things are always moving.
Truth, it always goes away, and you do 'heal', or so to say, only to go back to even darker days, but that is is the process of living. I actually had one of those days yesterday, but today I woke up better than ever. It's very interesting.
I woke up better today. I am going to post about that next. No art with it, but the writing was much longer :)
That's great to hear! I can't wait to read it. :)