Rest is good.
None of this should be a chore and I know you get close to the heart of a lot of the issues that exist here. It can be draining and you do it because you care about the platform. You do nothing wrong that's for sure. (Except the monkey thing, that was never a monkey)
Maybe it's time to just kick back and relax for a bit, preferably with a beer or two and let those negative feelings dissipate away.
You get huge amounts of engagement so know that you are valued.
Look forward to seeing some of your mad monkey shit* soon :0)
*wasn't a monkey
The rest of the story has been nonexistent as of late.
I do care and I've been stressed. I had a long response typed out but I deleted it and said this instead.
I know a lot of folks still stop in. I had said in another comment under a different post how when I get in these fucking tired shit moods I have a bad habit of forgetting the good while the bad seems to be amplified. I'm grateful for the good. Really, I am.
It's a fucking monkey!
Lobster.