I think I'll just bite my tongue. As a veteran here, I'm supposed to find reasons to encourage people to stay. If we're not progressing, there's nothing for you folks to work up to, so I'll try my best to just keep going.
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I don't mean to sound like I'm complaining - I actually am really happy with my little bit of interaction, pathetic or not. I know a handful of people read my ramblings, and that makes me really happy. I also just got an (unpaid) position on a local blog that I never would have had the balls to apply for if I hadnt developed a body of work here the last few months.
I can imagine where you are at. No one wants to be stagnant. I hope you do break through that wall. You are really unique - you deserve it.
I don't like to complain either, and at the same time, I like to be honest with myself; I know what I deserve. I don't deserve more than anyone else, but I don't feel as if deserve to be going backwards. I blame myself, and that's that.