Hang in there @malicered
This very well could be a complete blessing in disguise.
You have way more time now!... TIME. Our most precious , unrenewable resource/asset.
Time to figure out what to do that ultimately gives you security and fulfillment.
It is the anxiety that is the fire under your @$$ that makes you move and react.
Breathe. You will find a way. 🤔😏😎