This is one of your deeper meditations. Just "be positive" doesn't cut it. I become disappointed when I expect what really is nit mine to begin with. For me giving thanks is healing... but every once and a while I do become sarcastic. I can't help it but it helps with the frustration I feel sometimes. Thanks again @awakentolife.
Oh who is the NBA player? I have to check that.
Whatever you do and which helps you is the right thing to do. No one can tell you it is wrong. If you feel better from it, just keep doing it. It is all about listening to yourself. :)