Hang in there, I have seen some times i would not wish on anyone but pulled myself out of them. I learned that in dark times there is a hidden message to learn and grow from and once you grasp that reasoning of why things are what they are you tend to ride out of the storm unscathed. We are rooting for you and I will help where I can. Just followed you and I am about to RESTEEM this to my pages called Steemit Blogger Central. We also have a SLACK so users can share articles and gather, your invited. All the bets, hope this helps you out some.
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