Do not miss so much, you are a great person and unlike many you do not mind delegating your power or donating your earned money by paying for some publications from other Steemians.
About what you mention that some people of Steemit said terrifies me because in a few words my family and I survived thanks to Steemit then hearing this kind of thing terrifies me totally. :(
I suppose if you don't oppose them, you are going to be okay.
I feel like... once I get back on track, I will be able to help people again... :-/
Thanks your help is appreciated ;)