I am not sure how much time you will have to revisit this blog post but I will post anyhow. What you have done is get in early, develop a good following and create a solid base. Mission accomplished so far.
You seem like an all in or fold kinda guy and if that is what makes you hold your focus and succeed, stick with it.
Basic fact is we will be here when you can take a break or spare a few minutes away from your other income that pays the bills. Your foundation will be as strong and will be here when you can return to it.
Pay the bills and consistently work towards your freedom. No apologies needed and we will keep our eyes open for your visits til the point comes you can move back in.