Absolutely brilliant comment.
"That's part of the distance you feel when you're with her in public and she's high. You're separated from her along with the others, and if others are high, they seem to have an affinity with her that you don't have at the time."
Exactly this! I feel left out, at a lower level so to speak.
"The two of you do well together, but you feel apart from her when she's with other people who are high and you're not."
Yes, yes, and yes again. This is exactly how I feel. & that invokes the anger within me.
"My advice to you, from a man who has smoked for 50 years, 35 of them with his wife, is to find that place in your own mind that she finds when she's high."
I'm not sure how to do this. If I can do this I'll be ok with it.
Thank you so very much for this!