We can't beat ourselves up. I sold a lot as well.
There was little evidence in March that things were going to turn around. I have powered down a lot lately because I needed the cash in other places, and to pay bills, but the beauty is as long as I keep posting, I can earn it back.
I would have about 8 or so BTC more if I hadn't powered down and at that time, things did not look good.
But I've been on here since June, and when I think about it, it's still amazing the amount I have earned.
yes, it has changed my life. I think that is why i got so upset that things were not going in a healthy direction. It's was a huge mind-fuck. It made me question reality and my own sanity too....