I concur in full. I'm the same. And as you rightly mention, we are super vulnerable. Combined ego and wealth is our kryptonite.
Speaking of something that rhymes with night, shouldn't you be sleeping? Hope you have a good reason, like you're all stimmed up from doing lines of meth off a stripper's ear lobe.
Am vampire. Sometimes I get a little carried away and it turns into daypiring. I don't fuck with strippers. I heard you're just supposed to throw money at them. I wouldn't know. Maybe you could enlighten me.
They should be throwing money at me for the privilege of me even casting a sideways glance at them. When I was younger, I ended up at upmarket clubs every once in a while because of bachelors parties or everyone deciding it will be our next stop on our pub crawl. I think it's been 5 times max.
At one club, a fancy waitron brought me a dinner menu while a Ukrainian butthole was bopping up and down mere inches from my face. Buttholes. Always me and the buttholes.
Not the fuck am I eating under those conditions. Now, just like with casinos, I find these places depressing, where the desperate go to chase a dragon which is always just out of reach. It's also gross to be honest, no matter how hot the girls are.
If you want blue balls, grab a mallet and give them a good whack. Way cheaper.
I've been on a pretty night shift schedule lately. There's reasons. I find night to be a very productive time for me. I just like it when I have the privilege of it. Lately I've had the option.
I have to actively work on keeping a regular day night cycle. I am managing right now, but only because of prescription drugs where one of the side-effects is drowsiness.
I'm a vampire too, my creativity and drive peaks at around 1am if I leave my body to its own devices. And I can get by on 4 hours of sleep per day, but apparently that is not good for you in the long run, so I induce 6 to 7 hours where possible.