I hate losing in games, sports and almost any competition. I like striving to be the best, but losing always comes with trying because no one wins every single time let alone at everything.
Now physical loss, yeah I suck at that. I’ve lost several relatives tragically, and all young except for one, an uncle. I did not deal with any of those well and am probably still in some denial, no, I still am.😞
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Yeah that's basically it, sometimes we don't really go past loss the way it's always conveyed really and the truth is we never prepare for loss either and sometimes some losses takes us more than others really and in your case I see death as a kind of loss that will never really go away, Coping with it sometimes hardly works