I read your harrowing story about your sister's sudden departure and I'd like to thank you for sharing such an intimate and private story. I hope by writing and sharing, it helped lift some of the sadness. I would recommend that you write a letter to your sister to tell her all the things you never got a chance to say. I think it might help release you. I only know you very briefly and I can't say that it's a panacea but it feels like you never let go of her. I hope it does get easier for you over time. Loss is really difficult and it's something we all have to go through. I don't think our society has a great structure in place for learning how to deal with such momentous events which occur in all of our lives. Yet again steemit surprises me with it's outward reach into the unknown. Cheers G, you're a good soul.
Thank you very much. You are right, I have never let her go.
it's just a suggestion of assisting catharsis. I also that know the sadness we carry can be a dark and beautiful gift, especially for writers, therapists, musicians, artists ! you seem pretty sorted