I wanna die.
Firstly, because of depression.
Obviously.
But I wanna live at the same time.
Intrsuive thoughts sucks and it suffocates the hell out of me.
I wonder about my sexuality.
I know I'm straight. But because of pornography, my mind tends to wander off the beautiful crevices of a woman's breasts and groin. But I don't like the feeling of being personally touched by a woman.
Other inappropriate stuff?
Aside from suicide:
MURDER.
I picture murdering the people I hate/got angry with in the back of my mind.
How wonderful and scary are the backs of our minds. Have you gone there? I went there once and all I can see is... nothing.
I believe in Jesus. But sometimes, because of rage, depression, hopelessness, and failure, I tend to shift back and be an atheist. Just blaspheme on the name of the Lord. But I don't verbalize it or what.
Again, I just throw it all in the back of my mind.
Seriously, the mind is the most dangerous place. LITERALLY. A lot of stuff comes in and out of it. Be it good or bad, advantage or disadvantage.
Sex.
Violence.
Greed.
"An Old Woman" (‘The Ugly Duchess’) by Quinten Massys
Hi guys. It felt like a millennium being back on hive and write some good old freewrites again. I saw this awesome post from Freewriters
and just had to jump in on the fun. #freewrite #dailyprompt
I wrote this very bold and honest story for 5 minutes. If you felt any uncomfort reading it, I apologize. All of these stuff I said is hidden within the deepest part of my brain. To other people, especially those who knows me, see me as that "sugar-and-spice-and-everything-nice" kind of girl. But really, deep inside this body is a hideous and frightening creature. Hence, the painting of Quinten Massys: The Ugly Duchess. Hope you liked reading it, though! 😄
I did like reading it, indeed.
Awesome! Glad you liked it. 😊😊😊
Good for you. I got a good amount of kinks but only a few are being actually done. hahahahaa
I was reminded of my childhood when you mentioned "mirror-talk." Since I'm an only child, I often play by myself. I talk to the mirror by myself and create scenarios in my mind, like for example, I am some sort of damsel in distress and I'm having an argument with my prince but in a british accent. 😂
Thank you. I yearn for peace so I actually hunt them down. Appreciate for the nice words! 💕
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