There are so many whys in our life which will remain unanswered. Sometimes to stay unanswered is a blessing in disguise too.
Whether you write poem of sadness or poem of happiness doesn't depict who you are. I, for one, love touching sad story too, but every single day, I still need to choose to be happy.
Perhaps deep down in your soul you are searching for something to fill the void? I don't know. And perhaps the flow was due to the past you had gone through but still the future is a whole piece of canvas loaded with freedom for you to write it with joy element or paint it with colours. Hugs.
