Thank you @calatorulmiop! Cancer has so many components to it it's true. I was in the sun a whole lot, genetics. I think that for me the toxicity in the environment was just the big perspective shift for me, going through cancer. I realized there was a whole lot not in my control, but growing a garden and keeping my mind happy and health, that I could control to some degree.
I think most people I respect most in life are the ones that had great hardship and came out being more grateful. Thank is a sign of an opportunity taken.
Good job on focusing on the things you can control, many people get really anxious and focus and the things they can't control and end up with a lot of emotional issues on top of everything else. Hope to see you healthier every day :)