I was almost brought to tears- I am so happy that you are better now and I admire your courage to share this with us, I will try to learn the message from your story and be productive in positive ways.
also - thank you for making me to hone my photoshop skills again with the "welcome to steemit" contest - it was really fun and I really needed it to stop the race of life for a bit.
so a bit late - happy new year, health, happiness and fun!