Quite unsettling piece. Indeed, most people would say you're depressed. Losing interest in things you used to enjoy is considered a sign of depression. Good thing nobody convinced you to go on some happy pills.
However, I'm a little troubled but a contradiction in the way you describe your life (at least, that's what it seems to me)
Here you say:
"I don't feel sad or happy, just a breeze of continual content."
But later on:
"Indifference on the other hand, feels like eating your favorite food every day for 5 years straight. You just eat to stay alive. There is no pleasure to it."
This last statement doesn't ring like content, there's a feeling of resentment somehow.
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I would describe content as "neutral". maybe it was a bad choice of word.