Nicely said. You're a champ as you guys are going through a difficult time. I read a piece of me time to, have a look. You are being a really good mom, but must make effort to get a break, even for 30 min. Veg out and refocus. Put on some music, headphones in ears, close yourself in a room and scream into a pillow with everything you have for as long as you need.
Get that thing that's clouding you out, that thing that makes you feel heavy. Get it out. It helps.
Thanks! I will have a look. Started to follow you. :)
Thank you, never be afraid to speak about how you feel, never feel alone and do try the screaming thing, works like a charm.