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It's not the Reiki that drains me that's what replenishes me :). I'm drained because of things that have been going on in my life The big change post explains this :https://steemit.com/introduceyourself/@vibeof100monkeys/the-big-change-has-occurred-and-i-m-back

That's one of the reason I was to do this as doing it the other day felt so good. I do healings on myself but as you say doing one before a healing is great. In doing this it makes me do myself first bringing me energies back and I feeling so much more grounded it brilliant.

Oh wow, just read your post! I lost my son at the age of 32, so I know how depressing that can be. Glad to know you are connecting on a deeper level. Reiki has a way of leading you to your given path and unfortunately that includes a lot of solitude. Hopefully your wife will find her way too. Just go and do wherever Spirit leads you.

Thanks for reading and your kind understanding words, and of course I send you understanding energy in return. Unfortunately we are no longer together but I have seen her and she seams to be coping ok. Yer me energy was way down to the extent I didn't practice at all but now it coming back rapidly and I really what to get back out there.

Namaste