I have been in the same situation as you, Carl, but I am more on the less destructive side. Just reading your blog puts a heavy block to my heart.
I apologize for throwing less input because I have .99% to zero exp when it comes to gay rels. Baka mamali pa ako ng masabi, edi wenks. 😆 Glady, @jude.villarta is there, the boy abunda, and life of the party. Hahah usto mo yun, jeem?
I also wish that I could have picked up a different coping mechanism. Maybe you guys can help me find something new?
Eto mga less destructib na alam ko hahaha
Hmm, workout with set goals. Gawa ng checklist. 🤣
Do a marathon. I did a half-marathon (I was broken that time wahaha)
Walk walk then practice macro photog, there are a lot of budget-friendly macro lenses that you can attach to your phone.
Go to Sagada, learn about new culture and food. immersion ba haha.
Gumawa ng hobby tapos pagkakita
MONEY HEALS HHAHA 🤣 then spoil thy self 😌
I do not know if these are helpful, but hopefully! 😁
!PIZZA