Yes, exactly. Stuff happens and you might need the money so I can't blame people who do that.
But probably the big issue is not having someone that can actually guide you and explain how the platform works, at least not well enough. That actually happened to me and still there's plenty of things I don't know because it's hard to find a good mentor here...
There is a group called "the terminal" that may be able to help you with being shown the way.
https://discord.com/invite/t9WR7Y6P
Thank you very much, I appreciate it. It will be very useful.