Oh dear @lizelle I would never be disappointed to not receive a response from you especially in your situation. I know what it's like to lose someone. When my dad died, I never thought I could get rid of the sad heart. At the same time I was happy he could move on and out of the discomfort.
I wish you extreme peace my friend.❤️
That's exactly how I feel, such mixed feelings; one minute relieved that Mom's suffering is over, but then the smallest memory sets off that feeling of total abandonment! I often find myself wanting to ask her questions but it's not to be.
Thank you my friend!