You are lucky to have her and Jamie. Those first weeks, I was dehydrated from crying, it a real thing... I don't know what I would have done without Tom and family. As everyone says, it will get better, but it took a bloody long time... In the meantime, just share and continue to tell stories about him. I found that was the best thing, telling stories, hearing stories. I still do it to this day...
Stories help a lot. We are even repeating the same ones lol. It's like they help keep them alive. Dehydrated from crying? Oh darling. Xxx It's insane isn't it - you can't even TRY to stop.
Mostly I used the stories because people tend to not talk about ones who are gone. Like they didn't exist. It's a thing, apparently. So I constantly refer to him or tell stories.