I think when you laugh and cry you are releasing stress and it's part of grieving. Sincere friendship is a great support because you can unburden yourself and share what your heart feels. You are very lucky to have those friends who have never left you alone, but neither have you left them. Therein lies the value of friendship. Best regards.🤗🥰
I just popped back to this post and saw I missed your very kind response.
Thank you @mamani, I am super blessed to have sincere friends, and some here on Hive as well xxx