Hello my young friend, @seki1,
You are very sweet, very kind. I don't mean to distress you with my 'straying thoughts'. I have been very sad since my brother died. It helped me to put this down in writing and share it. I actually feel better.
I look at the president of my country, Joe Biden, and I see how he refuses to accept the reality of his age. That is not only unseemly but a tragedy for my country. I'm just determining where I am in life and deciding the way I can get the most out of it.
Thank you for your kind thoughts. Have a great week, @seki1.