In this expansiveness and the vast beautiful silence, I can make decisions about where to next, and feel confidence in what is, without the second guessing. Of course nothing is easy, but there is a sense of ease that I haven't felt for a long time.
Out of the contents, this part really hits me a lot. It suddenly occurred that there is something unexpected matters/blessings that will happen to me but at the same time it also makes myself ask questions. I wonder if you can help me elaborate those words to me my mind at ease. 😌
I guess it's that difficult things happen, no matter what. We fight them and things get harder. Or there's so much going on we don't get time to process and know how to cope with them.
Nothing makes these things EASY, but sometimes we can find the space to feel a sense of calm acceptance and understanding perhaps, without anger, frustration, confusion, more suffering.
Thank so much. Whatever it is, I hope I might cope it to face and fight without fear.
It's okay to have the fear. But just know it passes, and whatever you give full attention to will just get stronger. So you have to know that there might be fear, but there's other thigns going on too - joy, love, frustration - whatever. The trick is just to recognise fear as one of the guests that come into your house just as any other guest might. Does that make sense?
Yeah, indeed.