It's hard to imagine what it's like to lose someone so close, but I love how you're finding ways to cope with it. The ocean and surfing seem like such a beautiful way to feel connected.
I think it's really powerful how you honor your dad through the little moments like the music and the memories. it's helping me understand grief in a deeper way.
Thanks. I'm lying in bed now listening to his music which helps. Mornings are hard. It's a more violent grief than I imagined.