It's clear that you care about fairness and integrity, which are essential qualities, especially in situations like conducting an election. The challenges you faced were part of a learning experience, and it's great that you're reflecting on how you can handle similar situations better in the future. Learning from our experiences and using them to grow and improve is a mark of maturity and strength.
Put that way, I guess I don't have much to feel bad about, since I have the full knowledge that I've learnt good Lessons and I'm growing with it. Thank you so much @niyi-adunola.