Gosh, 4 years now? There was so much building and finishing after he was gone. It must have been so hard not to share your day with him.
The oddest thing is life going on, right? Like your heart stopped a little when they went, but everything else keeps moving. The sun comes out. We go about our indusy. But they arent there.
I can only imagine how hard it's going to be for Mum. It's good to hear stories like this so I can support her too. She had even more history him, of course.
Accepting you hugs over the miles!