Reading your post, it felt like I wrote it. I think it is both the fear of failing and success. Am a drifter also. I never consider it a serious problem until lately that I set some task for myself and I never finished any. I felt so frustrated blaming everyone it wasn't until I listen to the preaching a of one of my favourites preachers that I realise I needed to check me first and make peace with my inner demons. My views have change since then and even my life is seeing the changes little by little. Imagine making plans the night before only to wake up in the morning doing nothing but reading novels and eating for the whole day, with nothing productive to show for that day, crazy. We drifters, really do live life as though we are doing a magical mystery tour, you just gave me a new idea. Most drifter are imaginative people, perhaps if I start imaging myself as the hero of my life like you said then the changes might become easier.
Thank you for your posting, I find it so helpful
This was such a beautiful comment to receive. Isn't it amazing how those things we feel a tiny bit scared to share are the very things that connect the most deeply?
Possibly, it's time for a lot more heroes to come to the fore in their own stories. 💛
It is absolutely amazing. Am going to be thinking like a hero from now on for sure.
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