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RE: Flawed, broken and unworthy

I'm glad your test came back clear! It must be a huge weight off your shoulders.

I'm a blunt object too, the worse part, I don't think I care either(working in the oilfield as a woman I kind of have to be that way tho to be taken seriously). Sometimes people need to hear things they don't like in order to grow. There is still a way to deliver a message with tact tho... Don't let it beat you up so much, we all fuck up from time to time.

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Hey little bug Rebecca despite than not being your name...Yes, the weight lifted last night when I got the news and I feel good about that. It's been a pressured from weeks.

Yeah, I'd imagine yo have to be a particular personality to mix with with those roughnecks. I'd say you do a good job though, you're still doing it after all.

Fucking up seems to be a past time of mine. It's a shame they didn't offer it as a subject in school...It may have been one I passed. (May, you'll note.) I think things are ok...I'll know soon enough I guess.

Thanks for your message and I hope you have a great weekend!

Yeah the weight of not knowing, I had 2 scares of Leukimia as a kid (turns out my blood is just weird and attacks itself sometimes...has to do with immune response from my allergies). Paul had a scare too. Nowa days tho there is so much cancer it's scary.

Ah gawd, yes I have to be a personality or I'll get steamrolled. When they don't know me some try but quickly find out that pushing their luck is not a good idea. I go from cute-ish to the devil pretty quick.

"It may have been one I passed" That's too funny. That person will probably get over it...maybe...depends how bad it was! I try to be more mindful as I age but I certainly have my moments. Hope you have a great week-end too, now you get to party like you don't have cancer 😁😎

turns out my blood is just weird and attacks itself sometimes

Gives the term bad blood a whole new meaning.

I don't know what the deal with with cancer, that bastard pops up everywhere. Is it because it wasn't reported on in the past as well? Not diagnosed back in the day? Or worse, something we're doing now is causing it all...A bit scary.

I go from cute-ish to the devil pretty quick.

You're cute, no doubt...Not willing to find out about the devil part though. I know how proficient you are at EMA. I bet you keep these bastards in check. EMA those buggers!

party like you don't have cancer

I'm going to party like it's 1999...Like Prince said although...It was the biggest anticlimax. I hate new years eve at the best of times. Bloody big old let down every year. I stay home. Lol

#grumpybastard

I think all the cancer has to do with all the chemicals in the food. Pesticides and shit, not sure tho I'm not a scientist I only read controversial peer reviewed paper that was later sued by mosanto to be retracted. Will we ever know? To be fair my gramps had cancer 5 times (the 5th time got him) and he had gardens and played with a lot of that chemical stuff.

Bad blood...lol. I like to say I'm half white and half indigenous and those 2 demographics never got along very well in these parts so the war continues on in my blood.

I stay home too, I don't really celebrate anything tho. I remember 1999, I was a teen and my mom filled the bathtub and just about every bin in the house with water, it was weird. Everyone acted strange in my hometown.

Yep, that was my point...Sunblock, GM foods, preservatives and chemicals etc...Who really knows what it does until it does it. Look at Thalidomide.

I like that you are two warring factions inside...It's a good excuse for pretty much anything...It was her...Not me. Lol.

Lol...Yeah, same here...People had on tin foil hats and all...2000...It was the year I turned 30...NYE 1999 I was home...Watched a couple movies I think, as always on NYE. I hate that whole NYE party thing. So dumb. But then parties in general...For a socially shy guy like me...They don't work.

That year, we left all the parents to their madness and my friend and I just watched the parties on tv secretly drinking and smoking since everyone was distracted. Opportunist! lol

lol I can see how parties don't work for a socially shy guy for sure! I'm all partied out, I used to be the party house before I moved, plus too many people know me, I don't get the luxury to be a fly on the wall so I have to fight thru my shyness so I don't seem stuck up or rude.

Sneaky Rebecca...Snea-ky! 😆

Ain't that the truth...Shyness is often mistaken for other traits...Rudeness of one. I'm not rude though, and I don't think you'd be either.