I especially love the moment with your father, which you described.
We all have fears, fears protect us from being hurt. So it's OK and it's normal to be afraid until the feeling of fear paralyzes us.
Regarding your story, for example, I'm afraid to drive a car😂 especially after a situation where I almost hit a traffic cop😂 So you're fearless to me😀An honest, wonderful, emotional, gentle, and witty journey @jaynie and a very interesting inner conversation.
Thank you hon - that was a lovely thing to say.
So very true.
Oh dear lol!!! That would indeed have been a big oopsie haha - I am sure you will find the courage again to try it sometime.