Catherine Anne i loved this post so much your sincerity and what you have been going through and how you have overcome some of the stuff is inspiring for people maybe going through some of the same feelings.
i do believe we all go through self-loathing all the time, some just feel it more deep and intense than others, some just sink in it and never come back and some like you decided to not let it stop them from becoming who you want to be and try to improve your life.
btw how o earth not only you guys manage to do that dance poling thing that is hard enough but to do that on those heals omg girl!
hahaah Hi @victoriabsb yes we all have our own issues and at some point, we need introspection...
yes it varies so much in different people....I really believe we are all "broken" in our ways..
And Oh yes the heels. I live by the principle that - the higher the heel height, the closer you are to heaven.