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RE: Inside The Mind of a Self-Loathing Person

in Bee a Better You • 4 years ago

Low self-esteem, feeling inadequate, ...self-loathing. 😱 You're not alone. I always get compliments, but why do I feel those compliments were not true? I always consider myself to be not enough and will never be enough. Maybe ChE is to blame? Common denominator?

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it played a factor - looking back I realized ChE wasn't THAT difficult. I mean it was...but the department kinda added some unnecessary pressure in it.
(haha ayg saba)

but i think daghan sa population nato sa che na gi define atong self worth sa ato academic success. -- as if ug mahagbong tag thermodynamics kay end na sa ato future - we're just gonna be homeless and eating dirt.

Truth! I always felt that the department made me grounded in a sense that no matter how I succeed in life, I will never be enough in their standards. 😂 It might take a long time to unlearn and flush out that kind of thinking, but I'm now slowly building a mental framework that's outside the grip of my college life.

Kalisud walaon sa idea na dili na ta college and we're already growing beyond the department. Like ingnon ka na "engineer pero nagblog2x". Samokan kaayo ko sa stigma over content creation as if it's inferior than ChE. Mura raba dako kaayo sweldo ig trabaho. 🙈

If we try to fit in sa chem E that their program designed...we will be obsolete.

Obsolete na jud. Mao na side hustle gyud. Grab that pole and twerk! 🙈

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