Yes, I have fluctuated through the years. It's tough when you have seen all this coming and try telling people and no one listens then it's here and people say "you said this would happen", blows the mind! Just seems everything is coming to a head now. This is my time and I am going to enjoy it while I can and while I have the freedom too ๐ฏ๐.
Keep strong my friend we are all in this together ๐๐ฝ