Hello friend, it is really unfortunate, as I said this war is destroying families and marriages, sincerely not to return to a traumatic place is understandable, but not to rejoin a marriage is not so much.
I understand why it bothers you, following the same idea, if by getting married we move to a new family totally apart, the separation will always be something unnatural.
I really hope it will be over soon, I admire you for the support you have been giving, some friends from Ukraine have managed to escape from dangerous areas, others have not😔 and have lost their lives. Please take good care of yourselves and be cautious.