This is touching.
There are lots of decision our young minds made when we were little.
Truth is nobody knows tomorrow, and I think the heart to heart talk should be done now than wait.
Create and work towards that relationship you want with your mom, enjoy it now than wait for tomorrow.
Best wishes dear.
Actually I tried. But her pride is really high. She keeps on telling me bad things I did when I was young. She keeps on saying that.
That's really bad.
She doesn't miss you?
I suggest you give her time, but always pray for her.
Hopefully you get to enjoy her good side before any other thing happens.
I hope so. Thank you very much ❤️
You are welcome dear