Hello @diabatool. Oh, I'm so sorry this happened to you. I understand how you feel. This happened to me once in my youth. To this day, I have forgiven and moved on, but I'll never forget. The key to moving on is to forgive. That way, the person no longer has power over your feelings, your thoughts, your actions, and your attitude toward others.
To forgive takes lots of prayer. So you must cry in from of Him whatever amount it takes to heal. No one else can do it for you.
Thanks for sharing, and take care. Have a good weekend.
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