Hello @technicalart. What a lovely reflection. You know, as parents we work with the knowledge and experience we have at that particular time.
When you say:
"what I should do with this information is to be aware of what I should change, I accept that I did everything what I could and everything I knew as a mother, however, now it provokes me is to talk to them and apologize for the bad and uncomfortable times and continue giving them love,"
Looking back, we can always say what we could or shouldn't have done. We can now only look forward. If any correct is needed, then I feel that as mothers, we can show them how not to duplicate what we didn't do and show them the right way so that the next generation will benefit.
Thanks for sharing your thoughts on the subject. Take care and have a good rest of your week.