Two different words would be good I think, it would help to clarify the positive and negative aspects.
Sorry for the late reply, I've been enjoying life with a guy I know who makes my knees go weak and my heart flutter. He's been spoiling me a bit, but I don't mind.
Becca 🌷
There is nothing to apologise for, I understand perfectly what you are talking about... enjoy every moment of life!!!! Let yourself be pampered is .... very nice hahaha
Hugs Becca!💗