Do yourself a favour and don't commit suicide.
On the last day of last year came the news that a relative of a person I know committed suicide. Business went wrong, they lost a lot of money, that led to this tragedy. So, things are not always simple.
Oh, Erikah, what a tragedy. I'm so sorry 😞. In the video I recommended, there is a part in which it is said that sometimes very strong things happen that make people react, that is, look for solutions, other ways or change in some way how they were doing things or facing life. But committing suicide is something definitive that closes all doors and I really don't think that anyone should have to go to that... I guess it's like you say. Nothing is that easy. And also sometimes a lot of people run out of options, but fundamentally without emotional support and don't find the strength to go on.