The situation you explain in this post is a real downer. Having a garden, especially one of your magnitude, takes a lot of nurturing, and unless you can provide them with the same attention as you have done in the past, it may be impossible for them to flourish.
I feel terrible for the predicament you are in and hopefully, you can resolve this problem. It would be a real shame to have to give up a hobby that you have become so passionate about.
Good luck.
Ya, I am exploring possibilities, its emotionally difficult to give up.
I bet it is.