It's good to set realistic resolutions (goals) for ourselves. I gave up years ago trying to set stringent resolutions. For the past few years I just say I'm going to try to do a little better than the year previously.
If I fail in certain areas, like improving finances (as an example), then I can look at other areas that I may have improved, like gardening.
This is like a way of tricking myself into believing I'm doing better so I can't fail resolutions 😂
Just chop the resolutions to a 50% percent ratio, that's a pretty good start 😂
That's unfortunate about your drug wars misery. Maybe that's a chapter of your life that's gone for good (with the way it sounds.) Maybe selling the account is not a bad idea if it can help you move past it.
Wishing you a happy new year ahead!
This totally reminds me of a very crooked buddy I had 🤣 he does everything number 1 when we're young. The first to get laid, the first to got kicked out from school, the first to got into jail after scamming his own employer, the first who got married.
There was one time he said, "If you failed to anal, at least you get pussy... Wait... I already have pussy." 🤣🤣🤣
Well, eventually he left us at his early 30s due to "undisclosed sickness" and become a legend, topic about him screwing around become our nostalgic business talk whenever old boys gathering🤣