Why my creativity is dead? #overcreativity

in Proof of Brain3 years ago (edited)

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I was living a cross-cultural life recently. I wanted to post about splinterlands, my food blogs, and much much more. Why I didn't post anything? I was too focused to write less to increase my quality but the perfection dragged me soo hard that I found myself lost in words. Sometimes all we need is something to write. Recently I talked about why suicide is wrong but then I met alot of hivers on discord having different thoughts affecting my own thought. I was so involved in cross-culture that even though I was born as Muslim person(it's very complicated) started questioning things about my scholars (zakir naik, mufti mehk, tariq jameel) like when they said negative things about Hinduism. Who gave them right to judge stories of Hindus(my brain started thinking this when I met people from #IndiaUnited they don't say anything to me but just being nice made me question my own self)? It's ok for Muslims to be sensitive about their religion but why say things to others then? I don't read anything like it in Quran. The cross-culture affected me so much that I started thinking the story of Devil is underrated, he was the first freedom fighter(my brain still can't process this information) in history. I thought that in war zones life is hard. I met people from war zones living happy lives. It's like nothing happened to them. I realized my problems are nothing compared to others. In this break from posting my brain developed so much using ecency that I can't have my own opinions now(at least at this state of mind). Everything is right and everything is wrong to me. I thought love in old age is hard but to my surprise even love between young and old is possible. Hive showed me so much information that I felt myself out of words. I am a creative writer and I can research things but I want my audience to guide me on what to write. I have so much material to write that I can't choose. Sometimes I write drafts for posts for weeks and then I think my audience might not like it. Like some content creators, I am being very attached to my audience/readers. Please show me the hope/light, I am lost and need your help.

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What you have expressed in this post is itself interesting to me because it is so relatable, self-doubt is common amongst most people, but perhaps creative people in particular. Human stories and experiences, and being true to yourself must surely be the way forward. Do not worry so much about what your readers think, as your true audience will find you.

I have seen you have followed me. Check out my next/last 2 posts to check out how much I learned from this post. I hope you will like them.

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I could tell you "hey, just believe in yourself" but we both know that's the most useless thing to say in this situation. Self doubt and fear is just the worse. I've been experiencing it myself and been off Hive. It's awful. But there's always a solution right? Maybe it could be developing a thicker skin because i honestly don't think anyone would want to always give you topics. You have to make them.

i honestly don't think anyone would want to always give you topics.

I read all your points and understood it. Now do u understand this that I want to be involved with my reader/audience. Like Letting audience/readers decide what they wanna watch/read. It's like patron concept.

Oh. Does creating a group off Hive (say telegram/discord) help? You could interact with them right there.

Does creating a group off Hive (say telegram/discord) help?

Wow! I am been managing hivepakistan discord but never thought of making my own discord fan group.

:)

Well, if getting content is your concern you should. And send me the link or something. I'd like to be part of it😁

https://discord.gg/bj93QXAm

This is my discord group of hivepakistan. Here on one week I giveaway 5 sbi to pakistan and next week I giveaway 5 sbi to each from different countries.

If you join us it might open a new world to you, who knows what's gonna happen. :)

Thank you so much.

Yay! 🤗
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I really appreciate that! !PIZZA

You should/could write about what it's like to live where you do.

All of the stuff you mentioned is stuff I'm interested in reading!

You should/could write about what it's like to live where you do.

I will definitely try to write about it. I think it will be covered in food blogs too as it will tell a lot about where I live.

All of the stuff you mentioned is stuff I'm interested in reading!

I will try my best to write quality posts and not spam. I don't know if my words show my truthfulness but I am truly attached to my audience/readers to a point that I fear not being loved by readers if I do a mistake.

!PIZZA

Yes that's what I was thinking is incorporating it into your food blogs.. but u wanted to let you come up with the idea!! Haha

Don't worry if it's spam.. I'll let you know :) <3

But yea, that's alot of the reason I don't post alot, is because I don't wanna be seen as a scammer.. plus it takes me a very long time to produce content.. that's why i like to livestream games, and do podcasts!

Yes that's what I was thinking is incorporating it into your food blogs.. but u wanted to let you come up with the idea!! Haha

Oh that's creative.

Don't worry if it's spam.. I'll let you know :) <3

If you do this favor, I might reward you SBI too. I really like positive/constructive criticism.

But yea, that's alot of the reason I don't post alot, is because I don't wanna be seen as a scammer.. plus it takes me a very long time to produce content.. that's why i like to livestream games, and do podcasts!

You should learn how @clove71 streams. Her business model to make revenue is really detailed. People see her as a streamer only but she is a true business women/entrepreneur. Studying how to build a brand out of streaming will be helpful for u when you study her as business structure (She uses a lot of techniques I studied in financial books).

Good to see your post again 😀, yes things might not work as we think and we do learn things when we are at different places, and yes hive really a beautiful place and I did learn a lot for new things from here and I am still learning. learning is a never-ending process.
In my opinion, the common man doesn't war they are busy with their won life, the war is made and run by the power people and they do enjoy it the common man has to pay for that 🙂.

you should post whatever you wish to post all the posts are welcome just be careful while posting and choose the particular community as per your post. do participate in the contests and make new friends, I think this would be enough to get a good start in the hive.

thanks have a great day and week 😀🙏

do participate in the contests and make new friends

I am concerned if my contest posts may be annoying for my readers. Like when sometimes you get a annoying notification from apps.

Good to see your post again

Thanks.

learning is a never-ending process.

Indeed.

thanks have a great day and week

You too. !PIZZA

I am concerned if my contest posts may be annoying for my readers. Like when sometimes you get a annoying notification from apps.

yes, you are right but you are that much sure about your audience then you must be well aware of your niche I guess !!

it is good to post about all types of things if you did like gaming then stick to it there is nothing bad on that there are many things to sure to the user goo luck 🙂🙏

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I can relate but then, there's always an audience here, always someone who'd love to read your work. And there are many communities who share your passion too❤️

always someone who'd love to read your work

It would be a lot of help if you can drive the wheel of this car(my posts by suggestions in long run).

!PIZZA

You have to focus to write in the field that's you are interested in it !PIZZA

Trying to find what I am interested in!

I feel like you shouldn't limit yourself to post just what you think your audience might like because you lose the chance to attract other people and also the chance to showcase different sides of yourself.

I will keep this in mind also. !PIZZA

Yes, you should.

I would love to see you post about the area you are living, I love to know various cuisines and fast foods from around the world. Basically culture is what I am interested in.

I also like open discussions about relegion and politics which many may not prefer to have and considered taboo in a community like this.

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It sounds like the opposite of your creativity being dead. Your mind is open to new people, ideas, and experiences. As a writer, you interact with this through writing (as you are in this post). I think you should keep doing that.

Questioning your life and your fundamental beliefs, realizing that the world is not as simple as you thought -- these are amazing things. Expanding your mental horizons is frightening, and I say this from experience, but it is also an amazing journey.

I have read everything to mentioned properly but there is an inner me who sometimes destroy my own creations as I don't see them fit for audience. If you see my work you might think that I am suffering from OCD perfection and because of that most of my work is wasted. Dream to write better kills my creativity and I might have fear of audience thus I continuously need comments like yours to know that I am on right track and I appreciate positive criticism for improvement.