It sounds like the opposite of your creativity being dead. Your mind is open to new people, ideas, and experiences. As a writer, you interact with this through writing (as you are in this post). I think you should keep doing that.
Questioning your life and your fundamental beliefs, realizing that the world is not as simple as you thought -- these are amazing things. Expanding your mental horizons is frightening, and I say this from experience, but it is also an amazing journey.
I have read everything to mentioned properly but there is an inner me who sometimes destroy my own creations as I don't see them fit for audience. If you see my work you might think that I am suffering from OCD perfection and because of that most of my work is wasted. Dream to write better kills my creativity and I might have fear of audience thus I continuously need comments like yours to know that I am on right track and I appreciate positive criticism for improvement.